Today is just one of that days in the diary life when you have absolutely nothing to do, a day where you cannot focus!!, CANNOT go to what your feelings or emotions are ever!!, CANNOT! do a single thing the way it should be.
then just to put it simple today is not your day, try it out change of place; go to a place you haven't been or just visit one you haven't visited for so long!!.
change of humor!! do things with other perspective or try something new!! from the diary rutine!!.
if today isn't your day, so what!! trew away that feeling, that idea of not belonging to a place, or try to cleanse your mind, do yoga or a sport, go to a club,